I have reached a place of peacefulness within and have decided to let go of old baggage. There was an event that took place right after I was diagnosed with cancer, that really injured me. And for the last year and a half, I’ve allowed myself to dwell in a negative feeling about it.
That is counter-intuitive to where I am moving in my life. I choose to embrace my own peace and personal happiness. I’m no longer going to dwell in a place of negativity. I want to go in the direction of light and love. I don’t plan to speak about the details or circumstances. That is pointless. Nor do I plan to speak to the person who did it. I’m simply releasing the ugliness from my spirit and move forward with my life.
I will live in light and a spirit of forgiveness, and simply leave the entire situation and person in my past. I am a pisces and I try to give healing love to the world and people around me. Unfortunately, my memory is like an elephant’s and never forgets the wrongs done toward me. Especially if they were cruel, ruthless or negative. It doesn’t mean I never forgive. But it does mean that I can’t and won’t forget.
I don’t recall ever doing anything to another person, that was outright hateful or unbelievably cruel. That is because I KNOW that the universe and God watch our deeds. And what we do to others comes back to us ten fold. I speak about karma a lot, but it is completely true, because I’ve seen it happen. I always stay silent, and don’t say anything when I’m wronged, because justice and karma do the talking for me. This isn’t wishing I’ll on anyone, its just a fact that you reap what you sow. And in the spirit of that….I chose to let dead dogs lie.
I’m giving love to myself and the universe, and letting it send love back. So…..goodbye to what I was holding on to. I welcome the new year with hope and joy and leaving negativity in my rear view mirror. Good riddance to old rubbish.
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