I watch a lot of spiritual videos on you tube lately. Most of them are new age and unusual. You tube is just full of a treasure trove of people who love to just inspire others. Yes, I’m definitely new age. I’m deeply and devoted to my faith in God. Without question he is the most divine. He has given me so much throughout my life. Most would look at most of my experiences as tragic, and they were. But he also gifted me strength, wisdom, graciousness, tenacity and peace.

I’ve just watched a young lady who spoke about basking in this time of stillness. This quiet time of inflection, self-examination and acceptance. I HAVE found peace in the silent time that comes after wiping the slate clean. That clean slate becons to be brought to life in a dance of color and movement. And the immense possibilities it can hold within it.

It is mind blowing, that I actually thought this is a sad thing. It really isn’t. Starting from the very first step again, is the MOST like being reborn. No expectations and no disappointments. When you start from the beginning, there are no mistakes. Just living and just being. And that is a VERY comforting thought.

I’ve always been a simple person. Not meaning slow or stupid…no. But simple in what I require to be happy. I only wish a few beautiful things to color my personal world. But what would make me truly joyous, would be to be able to help others. Keep my life simple so I can improve others’ lives. That is my true dream. And I think that is going to be my step one.

And hey, if my time comes in the midst of it….what glorious way you move on. Just knowing that I DID transform some hearts from dark to light. It would be more than amazing. And would cry with joy knowing that.